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Ok now is already 2006..my last sem in NUS. May it be the best sem ever..ya trying to be positive here. Hmm..dear went on a holiday to Bangkok & left me alone here..hope he comes back soon. Hopefully more better times wif him before we all return to our hectic schedule of sch work. Yest we went to send deliang off & weiling was so sad..seeing them makes me v sad too. Lead me to think if my own dear is gg to leave me for a yr, how will i behave? Imagine the hug at the airport is the last hug u will ve till 1 yr later. It is jus so heart breaking. Ya time will help i agree but still it hurts esp during wkends when both of u always spend sweet moments tog. Tink when u ve a bf, u really unconsiously start to rely on him..yr wkends & free time ya all trying to be used wif him only. That's a bad thing i think but still i think i am making the same mistake as well. It jus cant be control at times..u jus wan to spend yr time wif yr bf & no one else.

Now I hate to admit i don noe wat to do w/o him ard..it seems like a failure on my part. However i am really kind of abit lost w/o him ard also for these few days. Even thou is only a few days my god..ok jus 2 more days before he comes back & i cant sleep now coz i feel sianz embracing a sat w/o him. Stupid me is becoming more & more useless. Not only has i grow to become dependent on him, i ve also start to lose confidence in myself..not a gd thing i shd say. I believe now only 1 person can help me..

Saturday, January 07, 2006

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